yes, i cant balance it... dun treat me lidat when u feel left out... im juz doin the same thing dat u've done to me.. i've nvr treated u like how u juz did when u acted dat way b4 dis.. do not blame me but urself, ppl treat u de way u treated them.. most of it..

i think u shud think back how ive treated u b4 dis, no matter wat.. i treated u de same way, de same best way.. n u nvr b thankful/ appreciate it.. nvr.. i gave my best as a fren to u... eventhou sometimes i dun think its necessary to do so, i tot dis is wat fren shud do, without asking any return? but u prove to me dat sometimes some frens are not worth to...

i cant understand y u've acted dat way b4, but now i do, and i accepted n live with it... u've to learn too babe..

u said we're close fren and deres smth u cant talk to me... i dun understand it, i tot dis is wat frens suppose to.

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he said he wanna stim abit(not wat u think!).. so am here to update our outing n some lovey dovey words for him... my poopee pie!! nyahahaha stim dah?? lolx...

hi poopee! happy 4 months n 3 days together!! wheeeeeee ^^
i luv how we spend every single day together being guailan, kisiao, loveydovey, even our quarrel n hambao session for our past 125 days! i ♥ u ^^ thanks for everything u've done... for me... *blush* ming ge la, ming ge la, ngor tong nei..... mm sai gon nah~~~~ =p n sowee dat ur b oways make u sad.. =(

we're caming and u r doin de eyesore thingy sooo serious rite now... awwww...*ikkikk* n ur smilling face....... *sotong mouth u* hea hea hea hea... ogay ogay... end it here d.... aunty u chui-ing me to oi ad... =p *not fuhin post for u, but u wan me to sleep.. NOW* =p

n us ♥:

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L4D L4D L4D!!!! *RE* stupid damier go dagei with hengdais ditch me home alone here... hng!... so am here telling de whole world how bad u treat me!! as revenge!! huahuahua!! shei babi...

phew.... better... back to ma life.. well, not as bore as i tot it will be, coz bro's home these days, bring us here n there... ^^though i need to wake up earlier in de morning, but i like it. ignore de bikchik-ness from waking up from ma cozy-warm-purple-bed-sheeted-bed with falamimi n ahbear^^

christmas was......... not great for me... grrrrr.... expecting too much i guess... so am not gonna expect anything for new year celebration except clubbing at quattro which i think it's a club for uncles, duhhh, if oni there's no sudden changes happen... =.= hows ur christmas n coming new year celebration? am sure its n will b better than mine.. =)

hrmmmm... so dis post was suppose to be dedicate to my babe last month, for her big day! nyway, she wont blame me for dis... n im not sure she will read dis.. as dis babe got no extra time other than work + paktuo ^^ so HAPPY BELATED BIG 21st SHEER!! n dis post it for u!! ^^

celebrated Sheer n Vivien's big day at Rootz...month ago.. its PACK...effing pack... but i kinda like dat place... would wanna go there again... oni if we're not located at de bar, n de club is not DAT pack... de place is nice.. =)

n pics will talk for me here..

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its after christmas, tiny n hero is crying outside asking for food... am doin nth here in de living room, reading blogs wit tv on...... argghh... how bore... dis is not de holiday i wan~~!!! =( but nvm... atleast now i got no more excuse to not blog got time to blog... hea hea hea...

dis was days me n bros went for de top gear treasure hunt... its alr month plus.. heahea.... nth much.. was actually like traveling to terrenganu n kelantan...


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its tues! 3 days to my final, n im still slacking here at home.. watching movie doin nth... =p "Eat & Sleep" quoted from baby's tee ^^ well explain my current life! lolx! looking forward to spend my 1st christmas wit ma love one! wheeeeee excited~!!!

nth much to do + dont feel like studying... so am here to update again... ^^ pics during a random 4play nite with de mmu-ians ^^


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its 12:40 n im wide awake.. rarely happening...n its alr consider as study week for us de acc student...so im slacking @ home.. =p went breakfast with de boi b4 his work.. n don feel like sleeping just yet, so im here wanted to try out de new wide screen and keyboard at home to blog =) have to update b4 all de pic piled up n got out of ma interest to even view it again lolx...

so here are all de pics of the outing i went with ma damier~!! lolx
n yae~~!! we're goin to 4play again tonite ^^ wheeeeeee it means more party pic up soon!!

1 more, 1 more! Happy 3 monthiversary Damier~~~~~!!! ^^

u look better dis way baby! huahahahah random pic during our time together @ my place =) n genting day! ^^ nyeheheh... another hxbzs! *ikk* ehem..... imba... *damier: "yeng la pls!"* fuah! slim ar.... ^^ so called LDR from ma roomie! lolx!

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exhausted!! this gonna b short, very short, am freaking tired...

rush to SP after yoga class @ 6pm juz now n got myself a brand new pair of spec as my candy spec got stolen or whether me de ngok lost it weeks b4, i dunno.. had dis shitto dinner @ Ajisen Ramen with ma dear...de food sucks all time.... grrrrrr........nyway, its alr 9++ after our dinner, wanted to shop @ topshop n so after abit of pressie hunting for girl girl who's celebrating her 9th bday tomolo.. but....... when i finally got smth for girlgirl, its alr 10++..so den we need to head back to cyber with 8 bucks left in my purse n got nth back for myself....how great is dat... =.= celaka...

btw, meet de new baby in our home!! say hi to Tiny Chin~~ ^^ is a she, n she's a Great Dane~~ ^^ another baby Labrador is on her way to us too~~ wheeeeeee!!


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sometimes things r mean to be kept deep down inside...
swallow it, hide it... n things wont get dat worst in de end...
mayb all i need rite now is to learn to keep things to myself..
sometimes it doesnt work when u tot u could let it all out n u do...
so learn... don tell me wats wrong wats rite rite now...
i'll now oni do watever i thinks its necessary, other than dat, i'll swallow it all by myself..
i'll remind myself with dis.
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another sem gone n juz started my new short semester dis week.. so tiring.. n de news of ptptn's transferable to scholarship again + my last sem shitto result is giving me lotsa pressure... how to get my cgpa back to 1st class when theres oni few sem left.... tulan....

n things r goin ups n downs too fast between me n dis babi... is good or suffering i dunno.. emotions changing uber quick, one minute we're so lovey dovey, another minute we're both mad for some stupid misunderstandings..... =.= not mad at him, but mad at wasting time over stupid stuff n spoiled my day, my plan.. tulan... but great thing is dat we nvr bottled up our feelings n we sort things out very soon... =) its not dat bad after all, we still having good time together being guailan n spending quality time together as he oways said ^^
but.... sometimes, im getting too mad over it n it seems to makes me lost quite some of de memory of our good times being together, i can hardly recall back our heart to heart talk session last nite when he said he misses it.. dis is not good.... =(

nyway, dis wasn't de purpose of dis post... am actually finally posting up my 21st bday bash's pics... but guess noone's interested in reading it nymore, since it was like 2 months ago... lol... i noe.. lousy blogger i am... well, here's de post, if any of u still interested in reading it, pls tell me u r See Li Min if ur reading dis! =p

oh btw, i lost my candy spec... tulan...

n oh, b4 presenting u guys de pics... pls allow me to express a lil feeling inside me... lol.... its gonna b quick, as u can see its only few lines... pls allow me to~~~ =p

i'm missing my day where i used to dress all nice up, having late saturday (sometimes thurs n friday =p)nite outing with de gfs, have a lil booze, get tipsy a lil n scream & dance to all de hits songs we love n of coz camwhoring like nobodys business... awwww... miss it... been lacking of party pics n updates... =( but its alrite, coz sheer's bday is coming, n we definitely gonna party like a rockstar~~~ wheee~~ ^^

p/s: im not complaining, i oways said dat its alrite dat ur not bringing me to any fancy places, as long as we're spending our time together.. n i mean it... am really not complaining... (fine, not gonna explain nymore, it sounded more like complaining now =.=)

ahhhh... finally, here's my update for my big 21st bday bash~! ^^ not gonna do much on captioning, as its alr 0450 now, n i cant really remember de things dat happened dat day, its alr 2 months after all.. =p enjoy~~ =)


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back back back~~ am back to update again~~ coz am bore... de bf is futsal-ing, am free from assignments, n don feel like starting my revision yet... hrmm.. dats y am here! =p

finally here comes my 21st bday celebration post!!~~ wheee ^^ not the main partey yet... its de pre-s~ de pre-celebration with de augusties and aso de other day with ma dear! she came back all de way from johor~~~ for me n tigger =p heart u baobei~! muacks! ^^


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ellu~~~~~ am back again~~ after a long hiatus! =p was busy.... myk busy with my assignments n mid term papers, atleast one paper n assignment per week, n 3 assignments for dis week! siaoed! but its all done now~~ ^^

cant be too happy by now... coz, when assignments all done = finals coming... =.= 2 more weeks.... n im all dead T_T n im freeeeeeee~~~~ for 2 weeks ny -.- shhheeeeshh!!! tak semangat at all~! -.- watever~~~ forget bout it 1st, i nvr think bout it nyway atleast dere's still a party to attend n get drunk b4 final...n am gonna meet ma baobei dear!! wheee~~ am excited n am not really~! coz tu babikenn is having 4 days holidays dis coming week... n im all booked! tak beritau earlier lar~~~ seeeee *rolls eyes*

nyway.. these are all de outdated party pics~~ forgive me.. am really lazy busy
*shout out: am lacking of party picssss ddddd~~~~ hrmmmm???? *hint hint*


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